He may not have dissolved the Inquisition, but publicly he is no longer at it's helm. After spending some time with his friends and the Divine, Cyril Lavellan retired to the Free Marches. He spent most of his time after that going between Wycome and Kirkwall.
At Wycome, he's with his Clan, aiding as much as he can to strengthening their foothold there. It's reassuring to be with them again, to be helping directly. They had faced what had to be certain death and he had only been there in letters and by spending people in his stead. At least he had saved them. Every moment with them is precious, even more because they don't treat him like he's incapable.
At Kirkwall, he lives in the estate that Varric set aside for him. At least Varric hadn't been lying about it being 'pretty nice.' He gets a massive and sturdy four poster bed and a lot of books. He hires a couple servants. People who know worry because they're elven, but if Fen'Harel wanted to infiltrate his home, he could be welcome there is person. Honestly, a part of Cyril hopes that they're his agents. He can't convince Solas to change his mind without some sort of contact.
He still works behind the scenes, both as a Red Jenny with Sera and unofficially the others. He can't give up the fight completely, not when his friend is in such a dark place. Not when he could do whatever possible to try and save the world.
His arm still hurts sometimes, others he swears he can still feel the missing hand. When he's not working he's home, building things that he can use to replace it. His pride and joy is a cross bow that had attachments that can be switched between a grapple hook and arrows.
He shows it to anyone who sits still long enough to give him time to explain how it works.
Keeper Deshanna has been in town as often as not, being too ill to travel constantly and therefore keeping a house in-town and leaving Pel to run day-to-day things at camp. Pel has done this in her own workaholic fashion, barely sitting down to rest while preparing for the winter. When Cy arrives, she is in the midst of pickling wild vegetables. No magic, just pickling. Everyone, even a First, has to lend a hand where that hand is needed, and today it is needed to pickle vegetables for their winter stores.
"Come put the stoppers on these crocks for me, will you?" she asks without preamble as he approaches.
Cyril just grins and then sets to work. He enjoys that there isn't a lot of ceremony at his appearance. He had gotten a little too used to that and the lack of it grounds him instantly.
He has a basic prosthetic on today that lets him hold things in place a bit easier but the work is still slower than he used to be.
"So," he says finally, after he's made some headway into the task. "How are things?"
She pauses long enough to direct a soft smile his way. It can be hard for the untrained and/or uninformed to know when Pel is actually happy, and she's been making efforts to combat her case of resting bitchface lately.
"Busy. At least...a good kind of busy. Just a normal late autumn. It's nice."
She raises her wind-chapped face to the woods ahead, squinting in the sun. Her silver hair is braided loosely over one shoulder, some strands catching in the breeze.
"Even the halla have been somewhat lazy. Their coats are getting so thick. It's going to be a cold winter."
Cyril watches him for a moment, because there's something so comforting about being in her presence and seeing how she has settled into this place and this life. He wants to hug her but he doesn't come any closer, still too wound up in his own emotional shields.
"I can have people bring things in, since it has to be harder to hunt for furs when you're stuck in one place."
"It is," Pel answers, cramming a few more okra into a crock before sliding it to Cy to be corked. "Most of the good game has either been hunted or frightened off. We've started some trade with the shemlen to make ends meet, but it would be good to know for sure that we're going to be warm enough during the winter. Thank you."
Cyril frowns a bit at that. He worries every day that the only reason they're stuck here is because of his place in the Inquisition, but at least he can also use that left over influence to prepare for them.
"Is there anything else you need, lethallan?" he asks, quietly. He feels the weight of all that he knows for a moment, things he doesn't think he can very fully talk about. He realizes he wants to tell her so badly about the gods, but he isn't sure how many details she'll believe.
The last crock is corked. Pel looks at Cyril closely now, hearing the change in his tone. He wants to be of use, so let him.
"Walk with me, lethallin?" Out of sheer habit, she reaches to hook her arm around his. His is truncated now, and a little different even with the prosthetic, but it still conveys what she needs: she is not really asking. Off they go.
He nods and lets her tug him along, knowing better than to try to debate. "Of course," he says, as he is led. He also can't help but feel comforted that she easily takes his arm without hesitation. It's nice to remember that some will always see him as whole.
Cyril keeps his home in Kirkwall open to Bull whenever the Chargers are near the city. In his head he considers the estate as much Bull's as it is his, but he hasn't really put words to it. He had drafted a will that left everything to Bull, but he's kept that to himself.
It's a couple days after Bull has returned from whatever adventures the Chargers had recently enjoyed. Cyril expects Bull to be gone most of the day, tending to his boys and probably having more than a couple drinks with them. He spends his time working on his cross bow. He thinks he can almost get it working properly.
Doing the work with one hand makes it a bit slower, but he sets up a rig to make it easier. What he doesn't expect is for a spring to snap up force a bit of the set up to hit him in the face.
The cut that appears along his nose and below his eye stings and bleeds. Cy is cursing loudly from his workroom when Bull comes home a bit earlier than expected. He digs through his desk to find a clean cloth he can press to the wound to make the bleeding stop.
The Iron Bull doesn't always announce when he shows up. It's not to catch Cyril off-guard, if anything, if he were to find him in the arms of another lover, he'd be more amused than anything else. He'd ask to join them. But he knows from watching him that Cyril doesn't have any plans for that. Which, he thinks, is almost a pity.
He could use someone who isn't always away on odd jobs.
Regardless, he shows up unannounced to surprise him, pleasantly, to leave a bit of tension and anticipation in the air. And he's entirely ready to pull Cyril into his arms when he hears the cursing from the workroom. He peers through the door, and with his size, the action would seem almost comical under any other circumstances.
"What's going on in here?"
Cyril must have been making something and miscalculated what he could do with one hand.
Cyril looks up with surprise when Bull comes in. Usually he's pleased to see Bull, but now he just feels ashamed and slightly irritated. He has the cloth over the cut now and is catching the blood within it. "Nothing," he says, though his tone is a bit too sharp.
"I need to get to a poultice. I don't want this to scar." They have some stored in the bedroom, ready for when things get a little rough in there.
"It won't scar." He says it, and he shakes his head softly, stepping toward him and brushing away Cyril's hand. He takes the cloth in his right hand, pressing it against Cyril's face.
Cyril stills for a moment as Bull tends to him. He looks up at Bull and lets out a shakey sigh. He hadn't realized how wound tight he was until Bull came over and offered up a steady hand.
"Are you certain?" he asked and he hated how there was this odd little tremble to the edge of his voice. He never showed that level of weakness, ever. Maybe it was sting from the wound.
But then he knew that Bull would probably sense the real frustration underneath everything from the fact that he couldn't even do simple tasks anymore without special considerations to the worry that somehow this meant he was incompletely in some way. It weighed on him much more than he wanted to admit.
"After all I'd hate to give something else for people to gossip about." That was better. His voice was steady again.
"It's too shallow to scar, but I'll doctor it later. I'm not healer, but if it comes down to it, I'll get Stitches to look you over."
He doesn't say anything about the quip. He knows how Cyril is, that the sarcasm and teasing is a front, but he doesn't want to tell him he doesn't need to do it. It brings him comfort.
Instead, he wordlessly takes Cyril's hand, folding his fingers until only his index and middle finger are there, and he runs them along one of the deep and jagged scars on his own chest.
Cyril lets his fingers slide over the scar that Bull directed him to. He watched that for a moment, taking in the differences between the texture of Bull's skin.
"You probably think I'm being a bit melodramatic," he says finally, after a long moment of silence.
He smiles a bit, softly, and he leans down, tapping Cyril's fingers against his eyepatch.
"You don't think I'm broken."
He says it simply. "I'm missing an eye, some fingers, my ankle acts up when the weather changes. But you've never thought I was broken, because I'm not."
He takes those fingers, and he gently kisses them. For as much fierceness as he can show, for as much pain as he can cause Cyril when he needs it, The Iron Bull gave to each person precisely what they needed from him at the time.
Gavin sighed, before splashing water on his face to wake himself up. Three days back and he already regretted coming back at all, even though he knew it was his own fault. It wasn't as if the Keeper had no reason to be angry with him (she had every good reason), but it didn't make the homecoming particularly welcoming.
It was fine. It would pass, it always did, but for the moment he wasn't allowed to go anywhere on his own, which is why he was wandering over to Cyril with an apologetic look on his face.
"Looks like I'm with you today," He said, a lopsided, bemused smile coming to his lips. "My apologies in advance."
Cyril grinned at Gavin. His eyes moved up and down, taking Gavin in, before he spoke. "Don't say that like it's a bad thing," he said with just a bit of a tease on the edge of his tone.
He knew about the tension between Gavin and the Keeper. Everyone in the Clan did. That didn't mean Cy was going to hold it against him.
"Well, far be it for me to try to convince you otherwise," Gavin said, returning the grin easily. "Just don't let the Keeper yell at you for letting me lead you astray."
He slung his bow up over his back. "If I stay in camp another minute, I might crawl out of my skin. Up for a hunt?"
"I am," Cyril responded. He got up to gather his own bow. When he came back he gave Gavin the all clear that he was ready to go. As they headed away from the camp he added, in a voice that was low and meant just for the two of them, "I wouldn't fear, I happen to enjoy being led astray."
Gavin chuckled, swinging rather ungracefully over a log onto the forest floor.
"Then the Keeper made a severe error pairing us together," He teased back. "I would say the blind leading the blind, only I'm rather afraid the opposite is true."
Too many shiny things, too little time.
"How have you been holding up with her, though? She's not giving you too much grief, is she?"
"Not more than I can handle," Cyril replied. He understood where Gavin was coming from. Cyril was better liked, over all, but he too had a weird restlessness within him. Still, her exasperation over Gavin had helped Cyril in some ways. Whenever he did anything helpful she seemed to light up, realizing that at least he wasn't as bad as he could be.
"I'm pretty sure I'm the absolutely last person you should ask for
suggestions about anything," Gavin said wryly, though he was still
grinning. "But I've found that well placed snacks tend to help."
He paused as they stepped out from the woods to the edge of a cliff - not
too far down, but enough to give them a good view of the plains below. The
sun was gliding past clouds, sending long dark shapes over the grass below
them.
"There. Much better," he said, smiling to himself.
Cyril paused as he took in the view. For a moment, he felt completely
distracted by it. Then, after a moment, he remembered that he wasn't alone.
"This is the sort of view a different man might take a beautiful woman
too," he pointed out, and the grin was still there. "I hope you're not
mistaking me for a beautiful woman. It wouldn't be the first time." Not
that there was anything wrong with being a woman. His tone didn't seem to
imply that so much as he was just finding a way to tease Gavin.
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Date: 2015-09-15 08:37 pm (UTC)From:At Wycome, he's with his Clan, aiding as much as he can to strengthening their foothold there. It's reassuring to be with them again, to be helping directly. They had faced what had to be certain death and he had only been there in letters and by spending people in his stead. At least he had saved them. Every moment with them is precious, even more because they don't treat him like he's incapable.
At Kirkwall, he lives in the estate that Varric set aside for him. At least Varric hadn't been lying about it being 'pretty nice.' He gets a massive and sturdy four poster bed and a lot of books. He hires a couple servants. People who know worry because they're elven, but if Fen'Harel wanted to infiltrate his home, he could be welcome there is person. Honestly, a part of Cyril hopes that they're his agents. He can't convince Solas to change his mind without some sort of contact.
He still works behind the scenes, both as a Red Jenny with Sera and unofficially the others. He can't give up the fight completely, not when his friend is in such a dark place. Not when he could do whatever possible to try and save the world.
His arm still hurts sometimes, others he swears he can still feel the missing hand. When he's not working he's home, building things that he can use to replace it. His pride and joy is a cross bow that had attachments that can be switched between a grapple hook and arrows.
He shows it to anyone who sits still long enough to give him time to explain how it works.
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Date: 2015-09-15 08:58 pm (UTC)From:"Come put the stoppers on these crocks for me, will you?" she asks without preamble as he approaches.
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Date: 2015-09-15 09:05 pm (UTC)From:He has a basic prosthetic on today that lets him hold things in place a bit easier but the work is still slower than he used to be.
"So," he says finally, after he's made some headway into the task. "How are things?"
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Date: 2015-09-15 11:05 pm (UTC)From:"Busy. At least...a good kind of busy. Just a normal late autumn. It's nice."
She raises her wind-chapped face to the woods ahead, squinting in the sun. Her silver hair is braided loosely over one shoulder, some strands catching in the breeze.
"Even the halla have been somewhat lazy. Their coats are getting so thick. It's going to be a cold winter."
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Date: 2015-09-15 11:10 pm (UTC)From:"I can have people bring things in, since it has to be harder to hunt for furs when you're stuck in one place."
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Date: 2015-09-16 11:14 pm (UTC)From:"Is there anything else you need, lethallan?" he asks, quietly. He feels the weight of all that he knows for a moment, things he doesn't think he can very fully talk about. He realizes he wants to tell her so badly about the gods, but he isn't sure how many details she'll believe.
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Date: 2015-09-16 11:56 pm (UTC)From:"Walk with me, lethallin?" Out of sheer habit, she reaches to hook her arm around his. His is truncated now, and a little different even with the prosthetic, but it still conveys what she needs: she is not really asking. Off they go.
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Date: 2015-09-15 09:09 pm (UTC)From:It's a couple days after Bull has returned from whatever adventures the Chargers had recently enjoyed. Cyril expects Bull to be gone most of the day, tending to his boys and probably having more than a couple drinks with them. He spends his time working on his cross bow. He thinks he can almost get it working properly.
Doing the work with one hand makes it a bit slower, but he sets up a rig to make it easier. What he doesn't expect is for a spring to snap up force a bit of the set up to hit him in the face.
The cut that appears along his nose and below his eye stings and bleeds. Cy is cursing loudly from his workroom when Bull comes home a bit earlier than expected. He digs through his desk to find a clean cloth he can press to the wound to make the bleeding stop.
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Date: 2015-09-21 01:20 am (UTC)From:He could use someone who isn't always away on odd jobs.
Regardless, he shows up unannounced to surprise him, pleasantly, to leave a bit of tension and anticipation in the air. And he's entirely ready to pull Cyril into his arms when he hears the cursing from the workroom. He peers through the door, and with his size, the action would seem almost comical under any other circumstances.
"What's going on in here?"
Cyril must have been making something and miscalculated what he could do with one hand.
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Date: 2015-09-21 01:25 am (UTC)From:"I need to get to a poultice. I don't want this to scar." They have some stored in the bedroom, ready for when things get a little rough in there.
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Date: 2015-09-21 01:38 am (UTC)From:"Are you certain?" he asked and he hated how there was this odd little tremble to the edge of his voice. He never showed that level of weakness, ever. Maybe it was sting from the wound.
But then he knew that Bull would probably sense the real frustration underneath everything from the fact that he couldn't even do simple tasks anymore without special considerations to the worry that somehow this meant he was incompletely in some way. It weighed on him much more than he wanted to admit.
"After all I'd hate to give something else for people to gossip about." That was better. His voice was steady again.
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Date: 2015-09-21 01:43 am (UTC)From:He doesn't say anything about the quip. He knows how Cyril is, that the sarcasm and teasing is a front, but he doesn't want to tell him he doesn't need to do it. It brings him comfort.
Instead, he wordlessly takes Cyril's hand, folding his fingers until only his index and middle finger are there, and he runs them along one of the deep and jagged scars on his own chest.
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Date: 2015-09-21 01:51 am (UTC)From:"You probably think I'm being a bit melodramatic," he says finally, after a long moment of silence.
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Date: 2015-09-21 02:03 am (UTC)From:He smiles a bit, softly, and he leans down, tapping Cyril's fingers against his eyepatch.
"You don't think I'm broken."
He says it simply. "I'm missing an eye, some fingers, my ankle acts up when the weather changes. But you've never thought I was broken, because I'm not."
He takes those fingers, and he gently kisses them. For as much fierceness as he can show, for as much pain as he can cause Cyril when he needs it, The Iron Bull gave to each person precisely what they needed from him at the time.
"Neither are you, Kadan."
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Date: 2015-09-29 04:47 pm (UTC)From:It was fine. It would pass, it always did, but for the moment he wasn't allowed to go anywhere on his own, which is why he was wandering over to Cyril with an apologetic look on his face.
"Looks like I'm with you today," He said, a lopsided, bemused smile coming to his lips. "My apologies in advance."
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Date: 2015-09-29 05:09 pm (UTC)From:He knew about the tension between Gavin and the Keeper. Everyone in the Clan did. That didn't mean Cy was going to hold it against him.
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Date: 2015-09-29 05:15 pm (UTC)From:He slung his bow up over his back. "If I stay in camp another minute, I might crawl out of my skin. Up for a hunt?"
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Date: 2015-09-29 05:28 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2015-09-29 05:37 pm (UTC)From:"Then the Keeper made a severe error pairing us together," He teased back. "I would say the blind leading the blind, only I'm rather afraid the opposite is true."
Too many shiny things, too little time.
"How have you been holding up with her, though? She's not giving you too much grief, is she?"
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Date: 2015-09-29 06:08 pm (UTC)From:"Still, if you have any suggestions?"
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Date: 2015-09-29 06:26 pm (UTC)From:"I'm pretty sure I'm the absolutely last person you should ask for suggestions about anything," Gavin said wryly, though he was still grinning. "But I've found that well placed snacks tend to help."
He paused as they stepped out from the woods to the edge of a cliff - not too far down, but enough to give them a good view of the plains below. The sun was gliding past clouds, sending long dark shapes over the grass below them.
"There. Much better," he said, smiling to himself.
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Date: 2015-09-29 11:27 pm (UTC)From:Cyril paused as he took in the view. For a moment, he felt completely distracted by it. Then, after a moment, he remembered that he wasn't alone.
"This is the sort of view a different man might take a beautiful woman too," he pointed out, and the grin was still there. "I hope you're not mistaking me for a beautiful woman. It wouldn't be the first time." Not that there was anything wrong with being a woman. His tone didn't seem to imply that so much as he was just finding a way to tease Gavin.
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